PANS/PANDAS Awareness Day-October 9th

On PANS/PANDAS Awareness Day, I thought I would throw out some numbers-Luke's numbers.
Since the onset of his symptoms in March 2018, Luke has seen the following doctors due to infections or symptoms of the disorder:
2 Pediatricians
3 Neurologists
1 Cardiologist
1 Urologist
1 Physician specializing in Autism
1 Psychiatrist
1 ENT Physician
1 Audiologist
1 Dermatologist
1 Allergy Specialist


That's 13 Different Doctors in 3 states in 18 months. His medical file his been reviewed by The University of Arizona and Duke University. Luke's pediatrician and I believe that both organizations dismissed Luke because of his unusual history and various, additional special needs.

During this time, Luke has suffered from numerous strep infections, ear infections, sinus infections, two confirmed cases of the flu, skin infections, and viral infections. He had one observed grand mal seizure in August 2019. His condition has waxed and waned, but he has continued to deteriorate more and more as time goes by.

Luke has had more than 120 lab tests run in the last eighteen months, primarily blood tests, but also flu and strep swabs, urine cultures, stool tests, plus an EEG and CT scan. Think on that for a moment. 

It first started out with the appearance of physical and vocal tics, as well as unexplained crying/kicking/screaming outbursts. However, during the last 18 months, Luke has experienced all of the symptoms (in some way or another) on this list, including: handwriting changes, sensitivity to light and sound, tics, anorexia, obsessions, hyperactivity, irritability, behavioral regression, urinary incontinence, aggression/rage, anxiety, and more.

This condition is believed to affect approximately 1 in 200 children. I continue to share our family's story because I believe that Awareness=Diagnosis=Treatment.
Our kids at least deserve this much.

We are thankful for the opportunity to be evaluated by The Mayo Clinic in the near future. And we are humbled by those who have continued to pray for our family and for those who have donated to Luke's medical care. It truly takes a village and this journey is not yet over.

If you would like to read more about Luke's journey or to donate, please click here: Luke's story

Hope-filled paths

   

I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths. I know how confused you sometimes feel-and how much you long to find the way forward. You have tried so many different things; you have been so hopeful at times. Yet your hope-filled paths have led to disappointment. I want you to know that I fully understand how hard your journey has been. I also assure you that I can bring good out of every bit of it.
 This is the way of wisdom: trusting Me no matter what happens in your life. It is through trust that you follow Me along the right path. There are so many things that seem random or wrong as you go along your journey. Yet I am able to fit them all into a comprehensive plan for good-My Master Plan. So don't be fooled by the way things appear at a given point in time. You are looking at only a very small piece of a massively big picture. From your limited perspective, your journey may be confusing, with puzzling twists and turns. However, from My limitless, big-picture perspective, I am indeed leading you along straight paths. - Sarah Young

If you are struggling today, I pray that this devotion would encourage you as it did me.
-Jo Anna



Read about Luke's story here

Brain Inflammation...A small snip-it into our lives

This morning was not a one-time only event. The severity and details vary but this is a taste of what we are dealing with and how unwell Luke is. We love Luke. This neuro-immune disorder is wrecking havoc on our son and on our family. Luke is a 9 year old boy who has taken naps 3 days in a row. His OCD is off the charts.

It took 45 minutes of concerted effort to get Luke out of his bed and downstairs this morning. Kicking, hitting, holding onto the mattress, and more. He then refused to go to the bathroom, but, after much coaxing, I managed to get clothes on him.  He refused to eat any breakfast, but with Scott’s help, Luke took his medicine/supplements and had a few sips of water.  Luke also emphatically refused to wear his cochlear implants -so I put them and his breakfast in his backpack. He scratched and hit and threw things this morning. 

Jansen took the bus to school so he didn’t have to deal with the drama or embarrassment. Scott and I got Luke into the van. He took off his shoes and threw them at me. He then covered his eyes during the ride to school and cried real tears. When we got close to the school he held my hand. As he got out of the van, he hit me. 30 seconds later as he was walking towards the school doors, he looked back and signed “I love you” to me. 

This. Is. Hard. 

We want our Luke back. 

Would you join us in prayer that the IV Infusion treatments will be successful?

-Jo Anna

Luke Crawford's GoFundMe Page

On the horizon

We are so appreciative of your prayers and support. The days have been long and hard as of late. Luke has had at least one really challenging meltdown daily-usually over an obsessive thought that he cannot recover from. He has also been napping several days a week. This tells us that he isn't well.

Luke's home IV infusions will begin soon. He will be receiving high dose Gamunex-C two days in a row every 4 weeks. These infusions will take around 6 hours each day. He is also scheduled to be admitted to the Epilepsy Monitoring Unit for several days later in October. We have consulted with Cochlear Americas and Luke is not able to have a brain MRI due to the magnets surgically attached to his skull bone. Even if they were to remove them, the shadowing would make the results useless. We are still trying to a lumbar puncture scheduled as both his neurologist and pediatrician want it done.

Since the Autoimmune Brain Disease Clinic at Duke denied Luke into their program, Banner Clinic in Arizona is reviewing his case for the second time. Our pediatrician was told that Banner preferred for Luke to be followed by a clinic closer to us geographically, but since that is no longer an option-they may take on Luke's case. That being said, it is possible that we may be traveling to Arizona in the future.

We are so thankful for the following individuals and their family who sacrificially donated towards Luke's medical treatment:
Daniel Blink , Elijah Caudill, Luke Kerry

Kevin McCarthy, Ben Uloko, Michaela Scott 

Amber Esch, Karsyn Bell, Alyssa Yanez 

Nathaniel Hargrove, Gracie Comer, Melvin Argueta  

Payten Gray, Zachary Covely, Dylan Parker

Dalton East, Brendan Popella, Dante Mckenzie 

Brent Rutledge, Gabriel Tedder, Sam Elter

A Dunbar, Valerie Wieners Massie, Tracy Stimpson

Kelly Bunch, Oscar Pecina, Jayne Warbinton 

Ada Goren, Corrie Weaver, Betsy McCarren

Lauren Blevins, Kristin Thomson, Valbona B 

Carley Jolley, Christina Knickle, Jim Ciesielski  

Wanda Curley, Laura Wayland, Michael Young,

Jenni Carowan, Robert Cline, 3 anonymous donations

If you would like to contribute, click on this link Luke's GoFundMe

-The Crawford Family

Update on Luke; IVIG arrived today

 Scott and I were very reluctant to verbalize our need for possible fear of judgement or fallout . Our journey has been so unexpected and challenging. Rachael has asked us for months to be humble and share our family's story. 

With that being said, the update below was written by our oldest daughter Rachael: For the past year and a half, my nine-year-old brother, Luke, has been suffering from a neuro-immune condition. His dysfunctional immune system has resulted in frequent viruses and infections as well as psychiatric symptoms such as violent behavior towards himself and others, extreme OCD tendencies, and abrupt motor or vocal tics. He has deteriorated during this time and recently experienced a gran mal seizure at home. Luke is internationally adopted, nonverbal, deaf (he has the assistance of cochlear implants) and was diagnosed with autism at age three. He is also suspected to have Type I Ushers Syndrome which causes blindness in early adulthood.


Prior to this illness, Luke was potty trained, used some sign language, understood a good bit receptively by hearing, and could do kindergarten level reading and math. He was a joyful child who loved life! Thanks to a wonderful interpreter and multiple private therapies, Luke was able to reach goals that no one thought he could reach, and his future was bright!
All of that progress began to deteriorate when Luke fell sick. Our family, a household of six, searched out treatment with conventional medicine (multiple specialists in and out of state, bloodwork, tests, and prescriptions) as well as functional medicine (natural methods including essential oils, diet/medicinal foods, and supplements). Nothing seems to make a lasting difference, especially with the violence. Hitting, kicking, scratching, biting, and throwing objects are now a part of our daily life. Over the last six months, Luke has broken our TV, kitchen window, several toilet seats and we have holes in the walls. Mom is also living proof of the violence with scars and scratches evident on her arms. The financial toll of all of this is overwhelming.


From January to May, Luke had medical appts in three states. My parents spent over $5,000 out of pocket on Luke’s medical care during this time. Since June, Luke has been to the emergency department three times, had one ambulance ride, was placed under general anesthesia twice for tests, and has seen multiple providers in two states and had a chart review by Duke and the University of Arizona. The bills are beginning to come in and are estimated to be at least another $5,000.


We want the Luke we know and love back! The next step of treatment is IVIG infusion via home health nursing. Intravenous Immunoglobulin Therapy gives you antibodies that your body can’t make on its own. Due to its high of manufacturing and administering the product, IVIG is an expensive therapy. The total cost of IVIG therapy ranges from $5000 to $10,000, depending on the patient's weight and number of infusions per course. Our insurance recently approved Luke’s appeal but our estimated costs will be a minimum of $1800.


Both of my parents are hardworking; my dad works full-time, and my mom works part-time; even with the chronic medical conditions they too face like Type I Diabetes and Degenerative Disk Disease/Chronic Systemic Inflammation. My dad had two surgeries last year and was out of work for four months recuperating. Any costs mentioned do not include the other five family members. I’m currently in college and next year there will be two of us in college. Assistance such as Medicaid takes years on the waitlist. Luke has been on the waitlist for over five years and has an estimated five more years to wait. My family does not qualify for other kinds of assistance.

Please consider helping us support Luke’s medical treatment needed in the coming months. Any donation amount will be greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading and sharing our cause!

Click on the link below:
Luke's GoFundMe

Comfort zone? What comfort zone?

Have you ever been in a continual stage of uncomfortable growth?

I have, I am.

And I H-A-T-E confrontation.

But as a parent who has a child with multiple special needs and is not yet verbal, I must BE HIS VOICE.

I often get tired of battling the school system, the medical system, and the list goes on...

Endless emails and phone calls.

Researching therapies and interventions.

I don't care if said people don't like me.

But I have a problem when they dismiss my concerns.

I have a problem when requirements are not being met.

So... bring on Momma Bear.

There's more than one way to skin a cat.

And all the special needs mommas said "Amen."

To be continued...

Observations and lessons learned while traveling with a child with special needs

We had a quick trip to Cleveland-less than 48 hours round trip! We like our new provider, he is brilliant. Our appointment lasted about 4 hours. We have a plan in place. We have a myriad of lab tests ordered that once the results are back, will further help to guide us. Here are some nuggets I have gleaned from our trip:

1. Prayer works. I don’t mean like a genie who grants me a wish. God hears our prayers and the prayers of others on behalf of us. Our first travel day-Monday-went smoothly and I give that credit to God for answering prayer. It’s okay to ask for intercession from others! Thankful for my community of prayer warriors.

2. Special needs families live in a totally different way than “typical” families. The planning is intense. We are always hypervigilant and on high alert, attending to our child’s needs and proactively trying to intervene before things go awry. Structure and planning help things to go more smoothly.

3. There are still genuinely nice people in the world. A kind and compassionate mom we didn’t know showed me kindness on two returning flights. Luke was really struggling and I was receiving the brunt of it. To actually be SEEN and not judged was a gift. We need more people like her in the world.

4. Roll with the punches and keep your sense of humor. Be as flexible as possible. Our challenges to get through security in Cleveland was truly comical. First time I’ve ever been patted down by a female officer! Evidently, my insulin pump and Luke’s cochlear implants were a concern. Just remember that these hiccups will make for a great story one day!

5. Don’t be afraid to request help. Two of the best decisions were to ask my dad to come with us and to request wheelchair assistance from the airlines. An extra set of hands is invaluable. Having an escort and wheelchair to help us navigate a large airport and get Luke from Point A to Point B was such a lifesaver, especially when our gate was changed last minute.

6. It’s okay to grieve, but then appreciate what you have. I often miss our old life. The easy, “perfect” life. The life where we didn’t have to plan everything, the life with no meltdowns, the life without communication frustrations, the life before specialists and therapies, the life where money was abundant and life was fun. These thoughts often crop up when traveling for a medical appointment. I compare the life I am living to the life I used to live. But wake up Buttercup! Don’t miss the beauty and purpose of your current life. Others are watching. Your child needs you. Rise up. (Preaching to myself here.)

7. Brave is what you do and brave is who you are. Never forget this. There are so many unknowns and so many questions to answer. If your child isn’t getting the medical care they need or deserve, you need to look elsewhere. Yes, it’s scary. Yes, it’s expensive. But getting on that plane to see a new provider may be the very thing your child needs to begin his journey to healing.

8. Practice Gratitude. We can find many things (big and small) to be thankful for every single day. Diligently look for them. The trampoline in the doctor’s waiting area was definitely one of them!

9. Seek the advice of others. I suggest seeking advice from others who have been there done that (BTDT). The special needs moms you trust and align with in vision. The ones that are have been on the journey longer. The ones who have traveled with their special kiddos. These moms have great insight and are usually willing to share their wisdom.

10. Give yourself grace. You are doing the best you can and you are doing better than you think! You feel as though you have the weight of the world on your shoulders. But dear, it’s not for you to bare alone. Remember to practice small ways of self-care, even when traveling.

-Jo Anna